♥ 100% happiness ♥

Saturday, July 18, 2009 { 8:45 AM }

i guess its just a trend that i'm making up.
blog after major exam?
yeah.the next time i post will be after prelims. =)
mye was bad.really bad.
i shall not elaborate further.but yah. im disappointed.

had lunch at lavender with karlok,zhonghoau,grace and sinying.
we went k after that without chan karlok. he claims that he has to attend this very very important wedding dinner. please...he's not even the best man. nvm. it was a BLAST still!. haha. *currently no voice* 4 hours plus! what do you think?!
will upload pictures later when grace put it up on fb.
ohhya. karlok is going back this monday.
i was hoping he can stay longer. to be my driver. =X
but it was nice having him around. do come back often bro!

i was just thinking about me going america next year.if possible.
my grades have to be at least Cs to enter into UC Berkeley.
i really cant wait to leave here.NO. not beacause of alevels. its because of this f-ing cambridge system that i want to get rid asap.
jephtath. please dont be upset. i will still love you.! <3 give you reassurance yah! muacks.
of course i will miss all my friends here.
but i will be back one year once.! hehe.

this may sound disgusting and weird.
i think i recognise toilet bowls.
like in my own malaysia house. i will be able to shit easier.
haha. maybe i just love my house!. not to mention, i will be pretty homesick too!

harry potter will be my last movie. although i heard alot of critics.
k with my darlings is also my last time.
less outings with my dear jephtath. cos we will be hugging our books.
"renounce all your worldly pleasures"-mr yeo
i'm going to be a nun!

Friday, April 3, 2009 { 9:12 AM }

OHMYGOD!.

shocking results.
till now...i still cant believe i got these grades.
chem u.maths u.econs u.gp u.gsc e.
straight u's for h2.
what an achievement.

broke up with him few days ago.
there's no point carrying on.
no TEXT. no CALLS.
basically, he's just not that into you
MOVE ON GIRL.
its over.

from now on, live for yourself.
do well in 'a's and ure going to california in one and a half year's time.
cant wait to leave here.
as i always believe, the grass is always greener on the other side.!

Saturday, March 14, 2009 { 6:59 AM }

I can feel the raindrops
slowly falling
and they calling for
they keep calling for
my knight in shining armour
come and save me
cause im drowning in pain

ive been hurt
by his mistakes
so come and take me away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
and all thats left are these empty frames
all thats left are these empty...

can you hear these teardrops
in my pillow?
they keep falling cause
i kept falling for your dozen thorny roses
now im bleeding
and im lonely again

now im hurt
it's my mistake
i should have known right away
i put him first
i thought he'd stay
but he couldn't weather the storm
so he left me the rain

over time, pictures fade
all thats left are these empty frames
sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
long after the smiles all fade away
all this endless pain
all this empty space

sleepless nights, and stormy days
i've got proof that people change
over time, pictures fade

and all thats left are these empty frames

empty frames
NE-YO

less pain
less thoughts
more studies.
need to get back to sg asap!

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 { 4:36 AM }

Yami Yogurt is my saviour!. <3

Monday, February 23, 2009 { 5:29 AM }

I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone

I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So dont try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.

You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie

Simple Plan
your love is a lie

don't come back.
leave like how you leave me five years ago.
with the same old stupid reason i dont care.
just dont come back.

Friday, February 20, 2009 { 5:11 AM }

this show is AWESOME!

rachelle and carina. you guys are soo gonna regret for not watching this show.
planning to go home early.
but then...
zengying: i'm watching a movie today.
xuann: ohya! i wanted to watch he's just not that into you.
zengying: i'm watching that with my friend.
xuann: ohgod.
beat and xuann: let's watch a movie too! =)

LOVE fridays.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 { 6:13 AM }

studying.studying.studying.
give me a break.